niksmix. :)

2006-02-28T01:18:00.000-08:00

i guess its alright to feel this way,
cause it IS going to happen.
i think it already has.

anyhoo.
have i mentioned how hot the guys here can get.

2006-02-16T00:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!
!!!! !!!! !!!!
hahaha!
see to make people feel better i made them my valentine so they are valentine-ness. lol.
hahaha right bob?
ANYWHO HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! =D

2006-02-12T03:35:00.000-08:00

GUESS WHOS BACK!!

OK OK. not much of a big deal!! hahaha!! haha just so you know i'm doing quite alright in AUSSIE. but to tell you the truth i'm missing you people here like hell. here's some pics.

MY SCHOOL IS SO COOL!
ok la can pass la. hahaha.
did i mention..
THERES SO MUCH HOT GUYS IN MY SCHOOL!
but still nothings good without you guys.
i cant wait to come back to singapore!
!!
well see ya all around!
much love plus a peace out,
nikki

2006-01-27T02:16:00.000-08:00

ah, my 3rd day in Aussie land, which seems like eternity long. i felt as though my friends have already drifted far far away, like they dont want to tell me anything anymore, as if shoving a huge bloody sign in my face saying 'oh youre way over there, so might as well forget you, i shouldnt bother youre rather redundant so get the hell outta here' i may be over reacting but i cant take this place, i have no one to talk to, and it seems the only friend is my endless dead shade of pink wall. and yeah, i've got a whole bunch of materialize things from my aunts and uncles, like a shuffle, clothes, bags, money whatever. but somehow i just kept it in all a box, cause it doesnt really matter anymore. i miss my dad, i miss my friends. i didnt know how bloody stupid i am not to tell you how much i loved everyone, but its so sudden. its as though someones counting down my days, and enjoying it. all i have is memories. i dont want memories that i will forget. cause i want the real thing. the next holiday is in april, which is a period of 2 weeks, but by then i guess everyone is busy. where is everyone, when i'm all alone..

2006-01-24T23:24:00.000-08:00

AH, so this is my second day in perth. very lonely, with no one to talk to, except talking to bob and whatever, calling in to Singapore tonight. Havent begun shopping, but when i do. haha! i'm coming back soon, not to worry. I'm missing you guys, everyday i stare and the scrapbooks and gifts people have given me. But hey, its good walking barefoot around town with no one staring at you. CGIA! hahaha, only a few people knows. I need to get a new bodyguard, bob's far far away. missing SSC, N329, Netballers, Sac 2005 '2/5' and Sac 2006 '3/5'. no worries? i think not.

i still believe it when you say, its another perfect day

2006-01-23T07:21:00.000-08:00

now that i'm gone, would you forget me?
when i come back, will i be someone who was never there?
my life is going to change tomorrow.
never will it be the same,
it feels as though i fell down
and i cant get up.
but at the same time somethings telling me so hard
to get up, but i cant i keep falling
will i stay on the ground, forever?

i love rachael, i love dode, i love nadine, i love dineesha, i love flora, i love vanessa, i love jess, i love debs, i love jan, i love sheryl, i love mel tsang, i love mel jane, i love amanda, i love ashley, i love ameera, i love 3/5, i love N329, i love SSC and i love netballers. i dont know already, i dont even know what i'm doing anymore

2006-01-21T17:16:00.000-08:00

the flight to perth is at 9, so yeah.

anyway, yesterday after service ( I HAD TO LEAVE HALFWAY!) i wanted to cry because of that, and it was absolutely embarrassing cause i almost tripped on Shaun and some other dude. so i tried to be punctual by actually taking a cab, from EXPO all the way to Outram park! the fare was crap. hahaha. i went to stop at the station, when i realized that i didnt know how to get there. so i called Jonathan ( my lovely 17 year old ass of a cousin) to come pick me up but he didnt want to. so boooo. so i went to wait at the bustop. then i waited and he WALK SO DAMN FAST! and everytime when i run to catch up with him, he walks faster.

so anyway we all went, got into the car. the 2 girls, and Jon were in the car, when i felt something on my hair. THEN on my shoulder. THERE WAS THIS MEGA HUGE GRASSHOPPER! i was screaming and i flicked it to Jonathan ( i knew you were scared la) and he was screaming 'what?!' in the car and there was this huge commotion and everyone was so creeped out. Joy put her legs on mine, and i had to put MY legs on jonathan. like ew. so then we all went to the restaurant and ate. SO CHINESE! we had what, 8 courses? so fun. then after that we went back to the house and watched flight plan. the pilot is seriously stupid. okay yeah.

THEN! me and jonathan went to chinatown! at midnight. haha then we keep on walking around and eating (AGAIN) and we bought loads of stuff. then we got bored, walking around that lame confined space. so we decided to go to ORCHARD! haha at round 1? so we took a cab and we went there and walked, and we ate ice-cream and we walked. then jonathan had this wierd idea of staying at the hotel, and to begin HE WAS ACTUALLY SERIOUS!

haha but then i was talking to edward (BOB!) and he told me to go home so i nicely went home and slept with my outing clothes. then i called bob. hahaha. and we talked and lamed. haha. so thats about it.

2006-01-17T18:32:00.000-08:00

i dont know what to say anymore, but now i really mean by pictures mean a thousand words.

http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2114639600

Goodbye my lover
Goodbye my friend
you have been the one
you have been the one for me

2006-01-07T22:38:00.000-08:00

contrary to being in a sadly lesbianic school of mine,
i dare quote what my guy friend, Shaun said.
'you know Nikki, you should just go to Aussie and get a hot blonde bf before some girl claims you'
I LAUGH.
so Shaun, I know YOU ARE READING THIS! You should get a hot
ahlian twit before a guy from just somewhere, lurking in the corner, ready to grab a unsteady suspect like you.

This fight is getting nowhere. You stupid fool, like fyi. most of the population is made of sad ahlians who do ridiculous poses and most of the time looking like a ghost, but they think they look extremely breathtaking (sad shits) Ahlians are claiming the nations one by one. SO MY FELLOW SCHOOL MATES! FELLOW FRIENDS! Please, you can still be saved.

SYMPTOMS TO BEING AN AHLIAN:

you have ridiculous rebonded hair. (explainable if you have absolute no intention of being an ahlian but still find you look better in rebond)
everything you like is pink, pink, PINK (explainable if you like pink and have no intention of being an ahlian)
you be all emo in your friendster or in your blog, like 'ger mish boii' or whatever heartbroken and stuff. (everyone will find theyre right one. so just hang on man)
you type like this-> HaRlOhZzzZ I m An AhlIaNzZ. I IsHhH ShoOoO KoOlzXxX WorxZxx. IT TOOK ME exactly 5 minutes to right that. COME ON! no wonder most of you wear that stupid emo glasses, cause you have a hard time reading your stupid typings.
you have socks which go up to your knobbly knees (yes, we know youre stick thin and all, but like socks up to your knee caps are just sad. Dont try to sailor moon. She has bigger boobs than most of us anyway.)
you have ridiculous poses of yourself. Like tilting down and WHATEVER. (explainable, if you have no absolute intention of being an ahlian)
your cupboard consists of ALW (ahlian wear). tsk. tsk. (unless youre going to an ahlian themed party most of the time, its excusable.)

okay, and so I had enough of the dissing. This post is to you Shaun, for getting me started on Ahlians.

2006-01-06T23:49:00.000-08:00

never mind about the last post SO depressing.
wow. we saw THIS girl in the train station the other day
and she like never see us? I wave hi then she never wave hi back.
I mean like she tell on me all this stuff, i didnt think i said that and you
say this thing about me? this is one reason why I.. okay never mind. I dont dislike ALL of them. just a very teeny eeny weeny like 1 or 2. i dont like people that easily.

i am sick.
i cant taste or smell anything and most of the time i have something stuck in my throat. how fun.

I AM GETTING OUT OF SCHOOL THIS FRIDAY AND NEVER HAVE TO SEE IT AGAIN! haha. no more school no more school. sigh i love Australia. :D

I wish our lives were movies
so i could hit stop rewind
replay our favourite scenes
and take out the bad dreams
and repeat all the parts with you and me
I could see you everyday
as we travel back in time
Some day I'll see you in heaven.

2005-12-29T01:05:00.000-08:00

OKAY.
so here is what i got for christmas officially.
.a VERY VERY huge teddy bear ( VERY NICE TO HUG! )
.gucci, envy me ( wow i feel mature)
. a roxy handbag (uh)
.adidas spray x2 (very nice.. very manly)
.roxy pants (theyre white!)
. earrings from australia( very pretty)
. stila lipgloss (very nice shade)
. perlini's silver bracelet (very glam, looks like barb wire)
.top shop tops x2 (glam as well)
.money(cha-ching)
.cds x5 (very nice to the ear)

my parents still say i have one more suprise from them to me.
WHERE IS IT! okay i should stop being so demanding.

my brother got ipod nano from my parents.
boooooooo.
well he is leaving for australia anyway.
good riddance. hahaha just kidding.
well actually, no not really.

here is some shout outs.

NETBALLERS: merry christmas to you all, especially cdiv 05. memories would always be with me. :) you gave me the most memoriable time of my life, and that, is nothing compared to material things. LOVE!

VANESSA: yes you hello! yes, we have been hanging alot together lately, thanks for everything. i got something for you, and thanks for being there for me. i love you ALOT. :)

JANEY: HELLO!!! yes we will have the time of our lives, next year. you me and van UNITE! sigh i can just feel the excitement. LOVE!

DODE: YES HELLO BESTFRIEND. you have been always been there for me, up and downs. you rock my world forever and ever you butthead. BFF! LOVE!

RAE: HEY OTHER BESTFRIEND! you have been always there for me too, secrets, ups and downs, we shared so many things together, i wished i could just have a memory book of both you and i. i bet it would be as thick as the harry potter ones. haha I LOVE YOU!

ADAM: hello silly. youre irritating. cheer up. cause the world loves you! =) i have yet to deliver cookies to your doorstep. i am sucha good samaritan. take care. your ponytail rocks my world.

SSC: HELLO SSC! very impt. WE MUST STAY TOGETHER! SHERYL AMANDA FLORA VANESSA JESSICA AMEERA ASHLEY AND NIKKI!
i love you alot. many memories, many memories. how much i love you is just like this big huge balloon which never goes out of air. instead, it just keeps on going bigger. :)

2005-12-25T03:15:00.000-08:00

first of all.
MERRY XMAS !
second of all
vanessa fong wei ngee so slack. I WRAPPED HER PRESENTS AND 6 others. and she just sit back and relax. stupid loser. you SUCK ! haha though i have to admit i love your chicken bag ( i think its called le coq sportif? or what-ev) and sadly i love you too. HAHAHA :)

okay anyway ystd we all went for service SO FUN ! and before the service started the guys did something so mean to vanessa & i. hooper( mr blondie) was like take picuture so i was sitting beside him and we both turned around and i was was very blur cause, THEY HAD NO CAMERA! stupid la. and vanessa still had the cheek to smile. after went for the carnival. we all rode this fun ride and stuff going up and down. MELISSA WAS SCREAMING LIKE HELL and vanessa was screaming. I on the other hand was just enjoying myself (hahahaha). MELANIE'S skirt flew up and all that. haha and shaun(stupid greedy pig always asking for more choc.) and van had to hold her jacket. so funny. and when she came down the ride i was laughing at her expression. couldnt take it. haha. yep. then we all went for dinner. phua action la. but my bodyguard must action mah. hahahaha. singing his school song. so sadistic. i shall post all of the pictures i took, SOME OTHER TIME. until then, (no i'm not going to say merry x'mas) okay fine. MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

2005-12-23T17:56:00.000-08:00

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE !
and i've opened almost all my presents. HAHAHAHA.
feeling the x'mas spirit yet?
how bout now.
now?
now?
now?
now?
now?
now? HAHAHA

okay anyway let me give you something to think about.
so see, i saw this guy who kinda knew that friend, whos friend also knew this friend. so the others friends friend who also knew this friend told his friend that his other friend knew about my friends friend. whos dad's friend also came to knew about my friends friend who also knew this friend whos other friend came to know about this friend who told his friend that his other friend knew about my friends friend. so happen to know my friends dad who knew about my friend told my mom, whos friend knew my other friends friend who also knew this friend.
THE QUESTION IS:
do i know who is this friend?
HAHAHAHA. you think about it. i made it up yesterday. haha. yep i was bored :)

or how about this one?

i went to the dock to get some peanuts. i asked the guy for some peanuts and he asked me to wait. so i went searching around for some peanuts in case he had some back at the dock. i searched and searched and searched, and so i so happened i found a bag of nuts! so he came back, and gave me a bag of peanuts. but i still accepted, even though i had already some nuts.

WHY?

2005-12-21T05:47:00.000-08:00

HELLO all. okay i just had pizza for dinner. we ordered from pizza hut. i have decided not to care about my figure anymore since who cares? its just food i'm enjoying myself unlike those sadistic bunch of fools who know nothing but to starve themselves to their death. ANOREXIA & BULLEMIA ( however you spell that ). like i'm not going to spend the rest of my NICE LIFE GOD GAVE TO ME starving myself. as for vomiting my food out, thats just a total waste of my time and money. plus, sitting in front of the toilet bowl is just rash and mortifying. okay i think i may have insulted some viewers who are coming here. but hey, its my opinion yeah. dont take it to heart.

okay anyway today i was kinda horrid. i felt like vomiting the whole day. i absolutely loathe vomiting/vomit fumes or what-evs. today my wierd mother of mine suggested me to paint my nails for christmas. LIKE WHO IS SHE KIDDING ! let me state you reasons as to why i find it absolutely a laughable matter.
1. i have no nails
2. nail polish doesnt make my nails grow, as far as i'm concerned i ALREADY HAVE NO NAILS
i'm sad. but hey maybe when i actually have nails, sure.

2005-12-18T22:42:00.000-08:00

wowee. this week has been very busy and tired, but very fun!
okay. um on thursday, we went to hoopers (mr blondie!) house. haha.
wow its like a nice penthouse and he owns like sorta three houses, so awesome.
i want to kick him out and live there by myself! hahaha. had the cg meeting and it
was sooooo fun. before than me and van (haha hi. hahaha) went to bake brownies
at my house. awesome. then on the way home ah the train started to go wack.
van and i were desperately praying to god and i stepped on her toe. talk about graceful.
booo anyway on friday, hmm. went to modelling audition. lady asked me to go back,
she wants me and stuff but decided never to go back there again, dode and i got invited
to my moms thing at THE hard rock cafe. it was so funny. i somehow kept on playing with the darn toilet doors cause no one was there. hahaha. the bar tender was
sorta friendly and our moms gave us a 100% ALCOHOL shot. like wow! hahaha we
all took a sip and after that we headed to town to shop, but in the end didnt buy anything cause DODE kept on being a butthead. okay. then on saturday i met van to go to CHC service! it was candle light service and hence it was ever so fun like always. then phua nicely escorted me home. so nice. he wanted to walk me all the way to my house. like wow. but i felt bad cause i made him miss the bus. we were having macs at white sands and guess who we saw... FLORA YONG SHU HUI! hahah her cap head was simply hilarious!!! and she hit me to hard on the shoulder. pain. booo hahaha oh well. then i went home
and just turn on the air con and snooze. the sunday rae and i and our moms went to this bar thing,for selected people. its this local singers party, someone called anne weerapass, jazz singer. so awesome, we played pool and we came across this hilarious thing. cause i was sorta winning at pool and this short fart came up to me and said ' eh i play with the winner' and we were like pfft. no thanks and stuff and he ERASED my nice score of my score thrashing rae at pool. booooo he just wrote his name, "tito" and his friends "wayne" "anad" and "vince" it was incredibly hilarious. hahahaha. then went to raes house watched gilmore girls, stuffed ourselves with chocolate maltesers, gummy bears and chips and i slept over! then on monday rae i and our brothers and raes mom we went to CHURCH! for confession. ( see how incredibly holy i am) haha. i feel so cleansed! so awesome. then saw adam, so funny. his hair was long and he told me he tied his hair and stuff and when i saw him it was SO funny cause i was half way confessing and i saw the darn ponytail i almost laughed, well which i actually did laugh very loud. hoho then went to raes house, chilled went to mrt station and we bidded goodbye to each other. hahaha

2005-12-15T05:56:00.000-08:00

everyones changing, i think i changed too.

2005-12-14T00:37:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!
so what now.
wah the modelling agency is seriously true to their word.
they called me & van while buying our books.
oh foo
i want to make the money
but me and modelling like cannot go together!
i dont have a nice face i dont have nice hair i dont have a nice body
i dont have nice legs i dont have nice everything.
oh boo
i cant take sterotype shit anymore

2005-12-12T03:02:00.000-08:00

hmm. today is monday right.
so i shall blog about the most recent things which have happened.
on saturday me & van went to melanie's cell group first service at
the expo. it was super dee duper fun! i felt so much love. hahahaha.
it was AWESOME! van and i were holding hands and jumping and stuff.
it was totally breath taking. i love god so much more. thanks to melanie.
then after that i got 4 bodyguards to escort me to a christmas party.
vanessa melanie phua and hooper. hahaha. okay then party party party
i slept over and woke up and left the house to go to tampenies to meet
my godfather and my godbrother shaun who just flew from melbourne.
talk and talk and talk and my godbrother can drive. so we got ourselves
into this lucky draw and we were thinking about what shall we do if
we won the 10 thousand dollars. he was going to buy car and as for me
just SHOPPING spree! haha vanessa would be the first option. i owe her alot.
hohoho. :) I LOVE VANESSA much! then on monday i went to tm just to get
dode her HEELS (?!) growing up to darn soon. shes a socialite now. hoho.
i am her FASHION CONSULTANT! how awesome is that.

2005-12-09T00:05:00.000-08:00

am i some beanbag to be thrown around.
my godparents dont want me to go to perth.
they want be to study in melbourne first.
my dad is okay with it
my mom wants to stay in perth cause thats where all our relatives are.
me godparents are trying to convince my parents to let me stay at melbourne
TILL I FINISH HIGH SCHOOL.
they want me to go stay at their house in melbourne from 16 dec.
to 5th or 24 jan. which is school reopen already.
and my god mother say she wants me to say good bye to my friends?!
what am i to do?!
then after 24 jan i may have to go back to perth to look for school,
if i not staying in melbourne. EVERYTHING IS A BIG MESS!
i want to die on purpose, like go in front of a speeding care or something.
then i would be missing out in school, i'm really afraid that my friends would like forget about me
when i come back to singapore or something. and my godparents are like just telling me
to migrate NOWNOWNOW when lets just say i dont want to go melbourne with them.
i still have a little bit more to accomplish in singapore. tell me its absoulutely fair
to let a 14 year old handle such a situation.
god, can i die now?

2005-12-08T16:51:00.000-08:00

is it such a crime to listen to hilary duff?

2005-12-06T17:06:00.000-08:00

I AM BEAUTIFUL, NO MATTER WHAT THEY SAY.
that goes to everyone single one of you.
:)

2005-12-04T04:32:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOSH!
i might be going perth at the start of school for..
3 weeks!!!!
hahahah!!
miss school! i am SO HAPPY!
shopping , food.
YAY!!!!!! YAY!!!!
okay.
i shall shut up now.

2005-12-02T02:25:00.000-08:00

it all comes to the end
where i thought i meant something to them
but in actual fact i meant nothing.
sad, isint it.

2005-11-28T20:18:00.000-08:00

I AM SO BORED.

2005-11-26T01:03:00.000-08:00

hello.
i want to watch harry potter again!
hahaha. the guys are so cute. :)
okay anyway.
VANESSA DARLING! youre back!
psst. you me suppose to do
SOMEONES cake!
eunice & ashley.
we meet up & go buy SOMEONES present.
haha. the birthday like ended long time ago but
WHO cares!
you know, isint it so funny how we get so carried
away faternizing about guys who we will probably
never ever meet or date in our life? how dellusional.
but hey, its worth a try. =)

2005-11-24T20:50:00.000-08:00

yesterday was the last episode of lost.
omg! haha so emo okay.
what happened to sawyer! i mean when he got
shot he just went into the water?
AND THE NEXT SEASON IS IN MARCH?!
i'll have so many sleepless nights. hahaha. (:
but in the end, theyre like in the island.
pffft. i still miss boones face. haha whatever.
and the small boy got taken away.
and theyre little boat is so lame. i mean its like
still so near the island and they crash. hahaha.
okay whatever shall shut up now.
my mommy giving me money to shop!
WOOHOO!
next week going out with gwen. i getting
billy martins TEE SHIRT! yay. and eat
my most favouritest food in the world.
okay not. its second to the most favouritest food, candy.
SUSHI! =D yum yum yum.

[EDIT] I LOVE SSC. amanda, flora, ashley, eunice, vanessa, jessica, sheryl ME!! (: i love you people. without you people, i think i would be nothing. haha so random right? okay whatever. byebye :)[/EDIT]

2005-11-22T08:02:00.000-08:00

for all you ah lians and ah bengs out there, i advise you not to come into this site.
FOR ALL THOSE NON AH LIANS AND AH BENGS OUT THERE
check this damn site out.
its ALL about the twits.
HTTP://WWW.MUSEUM-OF-TWITS.BLOGSPOT.COM
ITS SERIOUS THE FUNNIEST THINS.
AFTER ALL,
its all about the ahlians and bengs.
I AM SHO COOL WoRxXxXxXxXxXxXx.
okay. i should stop now.
i being mean.
BUT WHO CARES!
free entertainment.

2005-11-22T03:04:00.000-08:00

i watched harry potter & the goblet of fire today with wenya.
ron fred george and cederic diggory is hot!
hahahhahahahaha. (:
the men in my life.
whatever.
HA.

2005-11-21T04:13:00.000-08:00

you know
i think i am growing so fat.
i got nothing to do
so i eat! hahaha.
the other day i bought like 20 bucks worth of sweet
and i finish it in a day.
i rock. :D

2005-11-20T19:23:00.000-08:00

i woke up this morning.
i got the shock of my life
my hair was standing up high high
as usual like rooster.
i washed my hair and blow dry it
i got the WORST shock of my life.
my hair naturally spikes up.
booooooo! :(

2005-11-19T08:38:00.000-08:00

everytime i look in the mirror
i feel like my hair is crying out to me.
haha.
i think they are the cutest things on earth
well at least twins. :)
SO CUTE!!
zack is so sweet.
cody so talkative.
but both equally cute. :)
i love zack & cody! :)
YAY.

2005-11-18T19:12:00.000-08:00

MY HAIR LOOK LIKE BUTCH.
I GOT NO BANGS!
hahaha.
stupid shunji matsuo.
=)
whatever.

:

2005-11-17T02:12:00.000-08:00

HELLO EVERYONE(:
yay i very happy.
tmr is shop till you drop day with MUMMY:)
and tmr shes bringing me to the food which i like
the most. SAKAE SUSHI :) whee.
to town we go. whoppee. I LOVE SUSHI.
somemore today she so nice. she woke me up this morning
at 8!! (booo) i was quite what the hell at a split second then
suddenly she just gave me 20 bucks. i wasnt ready to rejoice
cause i was still sleeping mode and my head look like rooster =X
so i went back to sleep, woke up at 10.30 and only then realized
she actually gave me money and the best part
was i was still clinging on to the money when i was sleeping.
haha. can ask her buy that
nice nike orange bag for me. haha. or maybe not. so mean.
okay whatever. my mummy wierd. she scared i wont
get married. BOO. I TELL YOU MY DADDY BULLY ME!
so mean. he say i so flat and violent no guy would want
to marry me. BOO. so irritating. haha. :)

2005-11-16T05:26:00.000-08:00

today went out with sonia to far east.
i wanna go there again and again.
there are so much hot guys in this shop called sponge.
wow like all skater dudes.
(: and there was this shop where all the adidas & nike stuff.
the guy so cute.
haha.
I AM GOING TO BUY A NICE ORANGE NIKE BAG there!
yay.
okay whatever. shouldnt be so boy crazy.
:)
okay one more thing.
I SAW BILLY MARTINS CLOTHING LINE! its 40 bucks a piece. thank
god we saw it. god is giving us a sign. god is calling us to buy it! :D
okay. i am going to buy secretly gwen & me a teeshirt. okay. or maybe i
shall be ever so mean and just buy one for myself. nah. since god is
good to me i shall buy both of us. i love my gwen:) yay! I LOVE GOD!
i bet god i smiling at me and he is probably wearing billy martins
clothing line too. hee=)

2005-11-15T17:35:00.000-08:00

DEAR GOD, PLEASE PIMP MY SCHOOLBOOKS.
THEY LOOK SCARY. BOO :D

2005-11-15T04:17:00.000-08:00

THIS IS TO MY HUSBAND.
hello husband.
we have been married for estimated 4 months.
haha(:
without you i dont think i can breathe.
without you i dont think i would live.
because you live, i breathe (:
love =)
haha THE WORST PART IS OVER ! haha that was mean.

2005-11-15T00:25:00.000-08:00

BIOGRAPHY OF PATRICK STUMP, lead singer and guitarist of FALL OUT BOY:)

Patrick Stump (born Patrick Martin Stumph...he dropped the 'h') was born on April 27, 1984 in Evanston, Illinois, a suburb of Chicago, IL. He is the lead singer and guitarist of the rock band Fall Out Boy. Stump was originally a drummer; when he joined Fall Out Boy he had never sang for a band before, or had singing lessons. He first met Joe Trohman (who is now the guitarist in Fall Out Boy) at a Border's bookstore when he overheard Joe talking about the band Neurosis, whom he also shared an interest. Soon after that, Pete Wentz (Bassist/Vocalist of Fall Out Boy) met Patrick at his house (he was wearing an argyle sweater, orange shorts, and black socks) and the band was formed. His visual trademark is his constant wearing of hats and his sideburns. His next project is co-producing the new The Hush Sound record.

now how hot is that. haha(: a guy who never took singing lessons but is the lead singer! WOOHOO.

2005-11-14T17:02:00.000-08:00

melanie chill okay:)
dont be so mad anymore:)
not good for your health:)
i love you:)
okay? okay.
ystd i missed outing with ssc! boo.
okay anyway i am superdeeduper bored.
nothing to do.
and broke:)
need to go work again but lazy. haha:)
then i will remain broke.
boo.
guess its back to mtv the whole day =TEEVEE BUSEE:)

2005-11-13T02:46:00.000-08:00

today was fun:)
today at 1000 MELISSA TSANG WOKE ME UP.
just to go cat class.
she so mean ask me to wake up just for her.
then i went back to sleep my brother pour water over my head
then i have to wash my hair AGAIN =X
then mel fetch me we went cat class then whatevers
then after that ME AND MISS RICHIE WENT TM AND EAT & PLAY ARCADE. MISS RICHIE ROCKS MY SMELLY SOCKS =)

2005-11-12T02:04:00.000-08:00

WHAT I AM SAVING UP FOR THE HOLS.
from under the cork tree cd- fall out boy $20
the emancipation of mimi cd-mariah carey $20
my chemical romance cd-my chemical romance $20
big huge billabong/roxy bag( i need to put all my books next year:) $70
nike sling bag $80
nike shirt $37 a piece
roxy shirt $32-40 a piece
nike bra :))))) $34 a piece
edc shirts $29.90 - $69.90 a piece
sling bag $50 a piece
that puma wallet $12
nike socks $10 a pair
MY MOMMY GOING TO TAKE ME CLOTHES SHOPPING.
if i she got no time she give me the money.
ching ching. hahaha.
i might be going australia for holiday during january, when sch starts.
haha thats dumb. but can get roxy & billabong stuff cheaper. ahahhaa.

2005-11-12T01:24:00.000-08:00

I AM SO TIRED:)
yay.
today i put up wedding deco.
i so rock:)
got money CHING CHING:)
hahhaha.
so tired & hungry.
but i got money!
haha that rhymes.
did i mention my hand got cut by a rose thorn.
ouchie.
baking day is coming. yay yay yay. :)
i need to set up calendar on my blog man.
cause i very blur about dates.
okay you know what i shall start now.
sunday-church/confessions :/
monday-training
tuesday-BAKING DAY
wednesday-not confirmed
thursday-not confirmed
friday-VANS BIRTHDAY:)
oh man i am so mean to wenya.
i pang seh her in watching exorcism of emily rose.
but that means i would be watching it twice.
yawns. haha :)

2005-11-11T03:06:00.000-08:00

YAY :)
i found new mp3 source :)
whee :)
i am so proud of myself.
to vanessa fong :) : i am very disappointed too.
VERY, VERY disappointed. make cake date is coming :)
i love my partner :)
today i have earned MY FIRST 45 BUCKS :)))))))
i am so proud.
i cant believe you said you loved me.
dont :)

2005-11-10T21:18:00.000-08:00

HELLO :)
i got a job.
at my mummys own company.
she hired me. hahaha.
45 bucks an hour aint that bad now.
since my mommy the boss can cut me some slack and
can get to earn money. YAY :) but i dont know what i have
to do yet. i hope nothing tedious.
okay. i got no source to download songs into my mp3 player -_-
so irritating. then only can listen to old music. boooooo.
I got a house in Capri and my own G4 and that benz with the doors that lift up from the floor.-get your number, mariah carey :)

CAMP :)

2005-11-09T01:58:00.000-08:00

just came back from class chalet :)
its very tiring. cause i didnt get enough sleep.
but i had fun anyway :)
1st day:
i woke up at a super early 7am in the morning
to pack my bag. my bag look more like going camping then chalet.
haha :)
then i lazed around & stoned until 2 when flora came to my house.
i dont know how to cook so i was left starving so i just ate alot of candy.
we wrapped this huge bear that flora bought, but in the end she gave it to me. :) yay. so then we went to aloha changi in a cab.
so then we all came & settled & started to talk & play and all.
then at night we were talking then some man (who later i named uncle gay) who was joycelyns godbrother, came with 2 mega super huge
cakes to celebrate her birthday. then we all stuffed ourselves with cake & went upstairs to chat & watch TV. later at round 2 plus we had a major
gossip session about everything and some girl who lies practically half her lifetime. we talked until 2.30 in the morning and we ALL bunked in cause we thought our aircon not working. haha. so i shared and single bed with dineesha. i couldnt sleep cause the light was so irritating! (they wanted to have the lights on cause they scared. haha) and it was such a small place for me to sleep. so then we all talked and laugh somemore and finally, we slept. :)
2nd day:
I WOKE UP AT A super mega damn early 7.20 am in the morning. why am i so nice. haha. well actually dineesha woke me up cause i kinda refused to wake up. haha. we all prepared breakfeast then we walked and walked and flora and i went to sit by the waters and just talk. then we went to the bustop to fetch the mega two sleepyheads.they went straight to the chalet to sleep -_- shi bai. by then before i was sleeping. then we went down and all and talked somemore and ashley came. then later we ALL WENT TO THE BEACH :) YAY. so then we all walked in the water! all the nice sand. then later jingyin flora ashley & me went walking right right into the water. we were walking right to the end, from one side to another. SO ADVENTOUROUS :) so many obstacles and everything & ashley kept losing her slipper half the time and it was so funny. haha. i felt good :)
then we went back to start the BBQ. MY FACE SO OILY & CHAO DA after that i tell you. WE USED 2 1/2 HOURS JUST TO MAKE A FIRE :) haha.
so funny. flora was like doing all the charcoal joycelyn was trying to light up her part of the fire ashley was being stupid but putting on sunglasses and having an umbrella. i was busy cutting up charcoal which i later left to kumar cause i was so pathetic at it haha. everytime when the fire went out we were like Oh my gosh Oh my gosh FANFANFANFANFAN!!! then we all took paper plates and started fanning. haha. then we were so happy that the fire came back. so then we started roasting our foods and whatever then later on. eunice and I kept on challenging who ate the most. we are bottomless pits, after all =) WE COUNTED DOWN DARLING FLORAS BIRTHDAY :) yay! so then we ate nice white chocolate cake. yummy :)
then we all went to sleep and i slept on the bed with hole. -_- so uncomfortable.
3rd day:
we woke up and whatevers showered and packed up and went down to stuff ourselves with whatever that was left. so then we went on the bus and talked about stuff which i prefer not to say now. =X so then we all went to macs talk stoned laugh and whatevers then flora and i went home. thats all :) lazy to type I WANT TO SLEEP.

2005-11-06T20:52:00.000-08:00

dont be mean to me after i say this :)
it just dawned on me..
that school has ended.
haha:)

2005-11-06T00:17:00.000-08:00

ghost of you-my chemical romance
I never said I'd lie in wait forever
If I died we'd be together now
I can't always just forget her
But she could tried
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You areNever coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...Ever...
Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You areNever coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me
If I fall…
If I fall…
(Down)
At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You areNever coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna..

one of the saddest songs i've ever come across in my life :)

2005-11-05T23:16:00.000-08:00

omg.
she thinks shes the GREATEST thing on earth.
i am the slowest thing on earth :)
thanks SSC for making me realise how slow i am.
as in seriously.
* is so disgustingly intruiging.
a mortified unqualified human being on earth
and a disgusting grosteque creature not
to be qualified even for the worst of words.
so she think she damn cool la. :)

2005-11-04T04:05:00.000-08:00

vanessa wants me to mention her FIRST :)
so i shall mention her.
SHE DILLIGENTLY WASHED THE DISHES AT MY HOUSE :)
well she wanted to so i let her. haha :)
GEE EUNICE & AMANDA KHOO GEK LING WERE SLACKING
AWAY eating like pigs and drinking non stop at my house. :)
ryan ah. cannot stop eating is it :) YOU are like bottomless
pit. non stop eat & eat & eat.
so anyways start from beginning.
we had a big hoohah at our sch. like whatever.
i have never been so money minded, in like my whole
ENTIRE
life :) haha.
so then GEE EUNICE had to come late. fat jo was being
irritating. she say what cannot go inside sch with
outside clothes. but then floras mother saved us
and kinda asked her to shut up. haha :) in her face.
so then we bought paper plates & stuff and headed back
to white sands to buy the stuff. so meanwhile in the bus
we were trying to contact nicole ong, who hasnt paid our
teeshirt and had the FUNNIEST conversation ever. and i was
talking. with her boyfriend i suppose.
me: hello?
boy on nicoles line: hello?
me: yeah. may i speak to nicole please?
BONL: shes not here at the moment. who are you?
me: i am nicoles friend. who are you, her boyfriend?
i thought shes suppose to have her phone with her
and i thought like your BOYFRIEND( its suppose to be girlfriends) is suppose to be with you?
oops. we were laughing like mad and the dear primary school children
had to see our ever so funny conversations.
flora was cursing me & eunice.
flora: you bitch!
eunice: you know youre a bitch and youre calling us one?!
me: yeah and besides, bitch is singular. bitches are plural. there are two bitches you wanna call here?!
:):):):):)
so then we reached white sands & then we did our shopping & stuff
and eunice was so hungry and kept on looking at the foods -_-
eunice: oh my gosh! its only 45 cents! i feel like just tearing open and eat.
-_- haha.
so then they all came to my house.
they were ever so fascinated by the giant blob of lard cat :)
so then we well actually eunice & fong & amanda got hungry
and WE COOKED :):):) yay. then we watched tv and played cards
and discussed sponsorship & ordered macs and laughed and laughed and laughed :)
yay :)
lazy type. :)
byebye :)

2005-11-01T20:02:00.000-08:00

2.5 :)
even though we had our share of laughter & tears
we will still be one. always our wierd & hyper selves we never
seem to amuse ourselves. special shout out to:
ashley
ameera
dineesha
flora
eunice
sheryl
beverly
melissa
amanda
shaffer
glenda
sharron
natasha green
natasha kumar
lisbeth
and many more.
you people make my day :)
i will never forget you.
to:
nicolette
& rachael
my bffs :)
ALL these people mentioned
and many more kept close to my heart
will be cherished :)
take care.

2005-11-01T02:41:00.000-08:00

hello people:)
you are now looking at a suspected dengue patient :)
haha. i am sick with fever of 39.5 degrees, runny nose &
a throat that hurts. isint this fun.
sorry to tasha flora ashley & fong. cannot go out cause i
sick :) this is to you. :)
next year must study hard. dont want to slack. at least
never retain or anything bad like that.
very bored. i dont think i would be blogging anymore much :)
i will be moving to australia at round june, my mommy wants
to cancel my dear dear dear dear dear netball cause she
wants me to concentrate on my studies so can go private
sch in perth. i want netball i love netball i live netball.
i cant even go for holidays. :( will persuade my mommy.
i love all netballers from sec 2 & 3 :) rock. :)

half of me wants to go perth and the other doesnt.

what a problem for a 14 year old, eh :)

the doctor says cannot confirm whether got dengue

but he told me cannot eat sweets and choc! &*(#$&#*(@#*!@.

i want to cry. haha :)

SSCers in following 3/5 nxt year: ashley(pretty:))/flora(husband/airpork:))

vanessa(partner/rocking :))/ameera(astro-BUNG:))/ sheryl(babe :))/ me :)

eunice, jessica. where are you :(

i miss you :)

ryan! haha. i will miss you :)

2005-10-30T23:04:00.000-08:00

1. I like MacDonald’s hot fudge sundae with m&ms
2. I like the way people laugh so naturally you can laugh with them
3. I like the way I stare into peoples eyes and after a while we burst out in laughter
4. I like the way people smile and they light up a room unconsciously
5. I like the way music can make you feel happier even in a taxi
6. I like the way that during training and you get a break, you get to drink ICE COLD water.
7. I like the way people smile and suddenly have a pillow fight
8. I like the way people sing out of tune then exchange glances with a person and start giggling
9. I like the feel of stainless steel and the coldness
10. I like the phone vibrates when it has a message
11. I like the way my cat is like a cushion so I can sleep with him at night
12. I like the way people all laugh together in unison
13. I like the way people fall and come up and start giggling
14. I like party atmospheres
15. I like the way when you buy something and you feel great
16. I like the way people give me sweets cause that never fails to cheer me up and put a smile on my face
17. I like the way my grandmother spoils me to death
18. I like the feeling of being treated like a princess
19. I like the way that music has that strong guitar background and you can pretend to jam to death
20. I like the way the sun shines on the world
21. I like the way people smile
22. I like the way Vanessa’s eyes go BIG
23. I like the way Ashley falls and rolls into a ball
24. I like the way Sheryl & Nicole dance so style.
25. I like Floras nice tummy so I can sleep on it
26. I like the way Jessica draws her girls and boys
27. I like the way ameera tries to act like Chinese.
28. I like amadas Kan cheongness
29. I like the way cheong is dumb.
30. I like the way Mel says wahlao eh cause she cant say it properly
31. I like it when I feel like I have run a lot.
32. I LOVE MY BEST FRIENDS cause they never, ever fail to cheer me up.
33. I like the way Shafiqah never wears shorts so I can lift up her skirt unexpectedly
34. I like the way jingyin sleeps then she pretend she’s awake
35. I like the way sharron goes huh.
36. I like tashas mini sch skirt.
37. i like the way after netball all of us go to the bbt shop and just eat laugh and watch chinese shows which i completely do NOT understand :)

2005-10-26T04:45:00.000-07:00

SORRY to rachel ng to screaming at her on court.
too aggressive. =)
all performers did GREAT today :)
ESPECIALLY
my darling dineesha, my DEAREST rum,
my beloved 2.5vers for their 1 2 step :)
& the 2 eighters.
so rock. =)
if they knew how misery loved me -dance,dance fall out boy

2005-10-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

I'M GOING AS HELENA AS HALLOWEEN.

YOU KNOW HELENA.

THE GIRL IN THE VIDEO FROM MCR.

THIS, IS SO COOL.

EVERYONE SCREAM :D

i am going to have black ballerina shoes

& dead roses.

i'm going to be the princess of the living dead :)

2005-10-19T20:58:00.000-07:00

hello i never blog for a long time aye :)

well HELLO :)

monday & tuesday exams.

tuesday was the hardest home ec paper ever

afterwards SSC went to town :)

we all went home first.

then flora and i went to delifrance.

saw tonnes of sac people.

then we went home

flora and i wanted to meet

but then i sorta came late and everything

so in the end flora was waiting across my

house. i am so mean :) haha.

then we were rushing for i dont know WHAT

in the end we were the earliest. haha :)

went shopping like mad then we went kbox :)

sang our lungs out. we so rock in our singing :)

i didnt buy my bag in the end but its okay!

buy another time. went home afterwards

took cab from town.

bill was 21 bucks in total and flora and i

vomited when we went home. the stoop

taxi driver was like jerking and jerking.

BOOO!

ameera is more pro. she never vomit and

she was stuffing her face with cookies lol.

i am infactuated with cute stickers! SO BUY ME CUTE STICKERS :)

wed

was after exams was so tired.

but came to sch

i cannot stand being in the hall sitting down and all

so long and ARGH irritating :)

then we had history lesson for 2 hours with john lim

so sleepy tiring and EXCRUIATINGLY BO-RING.

suppose to meet jan and wenya but then

our dearest john lim hold us back.

so in the end, they came to me :)

sweet. haha.

i was suppose to get my topshop stuff at town today

but they close so early. at 5! booo. they had some

annual dinner or something. reached home at like

8++. then wash eat dinner + supper then sleep :)

i want candy.

2005-10-16T03:59:00.000-07:00

I SACRIFICED MY SWENSENS DINNER TO STUDY! :)

thats a miracle.

now i have to find my own food or cook my own food but

i dont know how to so i am just going to starve haha.

ever since the maid left the house (we are still finding one)

we are currently just like ordering food or just

dabao. like yoshinoya KFC macs. so unhealthy.

booooo! i dont want to become so fat! haha.

okay whatever. people my weight has not

ballooned after such eating of stuff. so COOL! :D

hurt

2005-10-14T06:15:00.000-07:00

SSC ROCKS! :)

okay the past few days have been fun.

but i lazy to blog what happened.

my finger too tired :)

I LOVE mcfly its all about you.

i think its the my personal most favouritest

song EVER :)

SO i shall write it on my dearest beloved blog.

its all about

its all about you (its all about you)

its all about you baby ( its all about)

its all about you (its all about you)

its all about you

yesterday you asked me something i thought you knew

so i told you with a smile

its all about you

then you whispered in my ear and you told me to

say you make my life worthwhile

its all about you

and i would answer all your wishes

if you asked me to

but if you deny me one of your kisses

dont know what i do

so hold me close and say three words like you used to do

dancing on the kitchen tiles

its all about you

YEAH! :)

(guitar solo)

AND

i would answer all you wishes

if you asked me to

but if you deny me one of your kisses

dont know what i do! :)

hold me close and say three words like you used to do

dancing on the kitchen tiles

yes you make my life worthwhile

and i told you with a SMILE :))

ITS ALL ABOUT

its all about you (its all about you)

its all about you baby (its all about)

its all about you (its all about you)

its all about you

ITS ALL ABOUT

YOU! :)

yes people i typed this out myself cause

the lyrics are gonna be stuck in my mind

FOREVER :)

2005-10-11T04:56:00.000-07:00

first

lit. i am not those ever so

melodramatic people who write such a nice written mumbo

jumbo just to please the literatur-ey people of our school.

after all, i think i only wrote 3 pages back to back.

forget about it i cant be bothered writing quotes

from TOST and remembering them. cant blame me

i didnt bother to study cause i was seriously sleepy :)

after sch hanged out with SSC to go bedok macs for breakfeast.

fong suppose to treat me in the end I HAD TO PAY FOR BOTH
OF US. which left me starving and broke for the rest of the day

but never mind. i still love fong :) then we got into some

huge cat fight with some ahlianfied fatso dumai girls.

they were like scolding us all the bad words.

sadly, they have such a pathetic use of vocabulary which is

full of vulgarites unlike such COOL SAC girls with

the ever so coolest vocabulary ever. we couldnt

be bothered to fight with them cause they kept

accusing us yeah. shall not talk about the other person

we saw there.

went back sch to slack first but unfortunately someone got pissed off.

she ignored me and the rest :( ahh well.

then we just studied and crapped and ashley dearest kept drawing on

the table. jessica darling helped me draw her cute face.

so then we all went home merrily and flora and i went home.

DONT SPEAK about it cause its retarded. cause seriously she

embarrasses me like a hell lot in the train. and she kept laughing and

laughing. well actually i kept on laughing too. haha :) i lazy type

already so yeah. no more energy. but have to force myself study

maths cause i suck at it.

2005-10-10T01:38:00.000-07:00

YAY! history is over.

5 pages back to back.

some questions are

oh so difficult.

well actually i didnt know.

"what does UMNO stand for?"

silly me went to put united

meetings national organization.

mel was worse. she went to put

occupation.

dearest shaff and jingyin were sleeping

halfway during the paper. :)

my hand like turned blue.

or i think i'm color blinded ha.

okay! now, we can all tear the pages

of our history textbook and use it as toilet paper.

after exams i'm going to buy drum line the vcd.

its so nice! i want to start drumming again.

jamming's fun.

sorry never hang out with you guys hang tml yeah :)

YAY
NOW I DONT NEED TO SEE A TALL SKINNY MAN
WITH HIGH PANTS DURING HISTORY TELLING
ME TO STAND UP FOR 10 MINUTES. :D

2005-10-09T02:50:00.000-07:00

haha.
talking to astrobung on the phone is just oh so entertaining.
my head is currently bloated in history facts.
chapters 8 9 10 11.
i dont even know why the government even
introduced this topic.
its not like we really NEED it when we grow up.
pffft.
anyway. i'm trying to remember and remember and remember.
i hope to stay away from you forever. you know who i mean.
dont be too shocked ameera theres more to come.
class teeshirt design. whee.
then class chalet.
so happening after exams.
but know, its back to history.
and john lim is making it so boring.
i practically stone through the whole hour.
WHO DOESNT?
:)

2005-10-07T05:38:00.000-07:00

everything's patched up and its cool (:
except, i dont know what to do with you.
sigh. what am i to do?
i dont have a choice.
somebody save me.
oh yeah. today got some retarded neh neh
keep on calling me and smsing me blank stuff.
retarded! waste my phone bill only. pfft.
okay i am so tired. no mood to study.
mug hard all! :) MUST GET GOOD RESULTS.
i give all my luck to you, cause i doubt i'll do good.
thank you, eunice flora vanessa and ameera :)
for your absolutely being there for me and kind understanding :D
great friends indeed! :)
i wish she could just poof from my life.
so that everything would be normal
again :(

2005-10-04T06:02:00.000-07:00

today is so fun! =)
taking a cab to 7-11 and back to school is NOT a
waste of money people.
haha.
we were supposed to be studying.
i lazy to type.
you go to either amanda fong
eunice chandni geokling or flora's
blog yeah. to see wad happened.
JAN thanks for telling me the truth.
heartbreaker la she. but nvm.
we world leaders shall prevail (:
i sometimes find ahlians
the most amusing things.
they think theyre so cool.
i learnt a new phrase from them
NOT HAPPY AH!
lets all be ahlians for a day.
( this is the part where we go puke at the sidewalk)
:D

2005-10-02T03:02:00.000-07:00

for the past few weeks i have been stuffing myself with food.i do not believe in diets. haha. i need the energy to study! :Dystd i studied at church. so fun. got so much smart peoplesmarter then me. i feel like a fool next to them. haha. smartpeople should stay away from me! SHOO SHOO SHOO. hahanah la kidding. :) then today was so-so. studied in the morning.memerized the format for letter writing. maths & science. haventtouched on history yet. shall touch on it later cause now i am havingmy slack time. oh yeah. i have the shortest attention span onthe face of the earth. after 10 seconds (IF YOURE LUCKY) i wouldprobably be stoning away scribbling or shaking my leg or askingaround for sweets or fumbling with my phone. i am not designedfor studies. :D

2005-09-28T02:45:00.000-07:00

makes me wonder what i want to do.

STUDY STUDY STUDY =)

baby i miss you. :)

2005-09-27T02:17:00.000-07:00

today was a rather so-so day.
today mandie fong astrobung and me
went library to study.
studious me =D
haha. crap and eat so much.
we stole cheongs GIANT mars bar.
then i stole it and ate ate with them.
oops.
she is going to kill me!
not if we keep it our dirty little secret.
=)
beautiful soul*

2005-09-26T03:13:00.000-07:00

TODAY was okay.
hahah! debs jan mag and me stayed
back. then we were so retarded.
we have disrupted many mating sessions!
haha. i want to study.
my brain is not being channeled to studying.
I am a useless bum. its like when my maid left.
shes like my sister. haha. she helps me i help her.
she rocks my world. =)
theres a love that could fall down like rain :)

2005-09-24T22:59:00.000-07:00

today is a sunday.
okay TODAY is the day which
my beloved maid leaves -sniff.
AHH! i cant function properly without
her. okay people i admit i am useless
without her cause she does everything
for me in the house! I AM USELESS.
AHHH shes never coming back =(
i am a useless bum. cause, not only
have i lost my beloved helper
I LOST MY WALLET
where?
in my house.
haha. oh well.
i bought my maid this damn ex but VERY VERY
nice heart necklace. she cried when i gave it to her
and i cried too. haha so emo. whatever.
today we went cat class. mel was being a loser
she suggested ESCAPE THEN SHE DONT WANT
TO GO?! pffft. cabbed home with mel. thats all.
i need to go study. i hate studying i never was
cut out for studying. =)

2005-09-23T04:11:00.000-07:00

cant stand people who understimate people
when they can you show so much more.
have you heard of the fatter version of mean girls?
i have. haha. i know i'm very mean.
but someone nicknamed her that. haha. cant remember.
you keep on underestimating people
get your head down to earth woman.
you think youre so great at everything.
dissing people behind peoples back.
guess what get your fat ass of lard away
from us. i want to ramble on so much more
but i'm trying to be nice. =)

anyway. today sheryl and flora and me went to study at
library. haha. study for a little then we were bored so went
down to gorge ourselves with our pasta WHICH we made today.
speaking of which today was our home econs exam.
its DAMN funny i tell you. jingyin never put the fire on
the switch not even on to cook. she poke the spaghetti
for 10 mins over still havent cook until miss lina come
and check. Mel was being so funny. everything also dont know
what to do. so loser. haha. you suck at stripping mel! lol. so
anyway getting back to what me and sheryl and flora were
doing. we went down to the nice tennis field. and did some excercises
and ran round the field. damn fun! then, we just lay on our backs
and listen to mp3 player and talk and watch the clouds rolled by.
me and sheryl cabbed home dropped sheryl off and went home. haha.

thats the end of my day.

haha/

2005-09-22T05:21:00.000-07:00

haha
i was never angry at you all.
joking only! haha.
i am sucha good actress.
SELF-praise.
today is the killer thursday.
our recess is 11.15.
so hence, i walked briskly down into
the canteen and bought myself loads
of stuff to eat. its called binging
but i dont really care cause i have
a high metabolism rate. hahaha.
SELF-praise again. i dont even know
whether thats a compliment. haha oh well.
currently, i have a guitar pick in my mouth while
writing this entry. I AM LEARNING the guitar somehow!
woohoo. miss heng currently wants our group for
our p6 publicity. not too sure bout that. today cheong was
being smart, dismantling her handphone. and jan.
youre fried rice is killing me! its more like chilli padi rice.
you put what!? one whole garden of chilli padi is it?! haha.
so any how, pao and I decided to catch up on times and gourge ourselves
once again at tm! off to mug. =)

2005-09-21T07:13:00.000-07:00

wahlao.
dont say already la.
its pissing me off.
some people dont know how
to keep secrets.
i'll kick theyre sorry butts to hell.
i'm serious.

OKAY nevermind about that i shall forget being pissed.
our growing years rap rocked!
hahahahhaha.
its so funny.
ours was so the best.
OKAY to much bragging! haha.
after that.
wenya me and mel went to go cut hair at
far east.
SO EMBARRASSING! haha
i shall not name it.
whatever
no mood to type already.
the angriness is coming back.

OH i forgot. i shall re edit this post.
today when i came to school
panda eyes had caught her eye
on my beloved green PE shirt.
joseph.
GO dig your own grave!
discipline is more important then studies right.
i tell you what. you can go spotcheck every corpse
when youre six feet under.
for theyre handphone, skirt and..
bones.
WOMAN youre taking an express elevator to hell.
and i'm glad you did.

2005-09-20T05:32:00.000-07:00

today, i woke up at 5.30 in the morning!
i dont know why.
i woke up only to find myself at our school
with our beloved butthead miss chia
nagging to us about our bloody class
and etiquette.
" HELLO?! do you know its very rude to
blow your nose while i'm talking to you?"
go construction site la miss chia.
no one one to see your overly dotted face.
then later we had P.E. mel doesnt know
how to play badminton. since the wind keep on blowing
we play tennis. omg i almost dieded! so scary.
then got recess then after recess i almost died of
boredom. i listen but it goes in and comes out.
its what you call SHORT ATTENTION SPAN! haha.
i anyhow wrote my cheena compo and i saw cheongs
compo i almost died of laughter. hahah. speaking bout
which i really died of laughter. haha (=

2005-09-19T04:10:00.000-07:00

i am enjoying the ipod mini.
haha =)
thanks dode.
I HAVE WILLY WONKA CHOCOLATE!
they so cheat my feelings.
my aunty buy from melbourne
then got the chocolate.
then i felt something hard so
i thought is the golden ticket!
when i open,
ITS A GOLD piece of hard paper.
=
no matter how much i eat
i am still hungry.
haha.
i love my new piece of paper at my desk.
got ALL my scribblings.
scribblescribblescribble (:

2005-09-17T23:43:00.000-07:00

people!
must study hard for exams okay. =)
that goes to every student who's
reading the blog now. haha.
its time to mug mug mug.
and i want my long hair back!
looking at last year yearbook
i feel like cutting my long hair then
and pasting it back now. haha.
i love badminton! its so fun.
anyone want to play with me?

2005-09-12T06:39:00.000-07:00

i seriously dont understand why the school made our blouses transperent.
especially when i'm wearing an orange bra.
pffft.

2005-09-09T03:55:00.000-07:00

thanks to our most beloved butthead of the earth,
MELISSA TSANG HIU CHING
i am doomed to a fate where i somehow know
that i'm going to fail my dance exam.
AND my art, since its 35% of the darn thing.
i knew i had something against hongkong people.
hahaha.
OH.
i'm being a prejudice.
my last entry was the total opposite.
my middle name is CONTRADICTION.
hah.

2005-09-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

my dad has something against me.

He just doesnt want to admit it.

He has something against girls.

When the world stops being prejudiced

for everything in the world, call me.

i'll be in heaven watching at the cold hearted people

stealing, killing, being prejuiced. That would be the most

fun loving past time ever, isint it. so much for heaven.

dont tell me even the most innocent of people dont jaywalk.

Even the bloody guard from our school jaywalks.

He probably is enjoying his job.

After all, he gets to check out girls legs without a skirt

AND GET PAID.

the world is unfair huh.

2005-09-04T21:44:00.000-07:00

LISTEN UP.

you know, the MOE seriously think theyre so hip and cool.
they think that by working the frigging students at such a young age
will make us smart asses. Just because the only thing we have is human
resource, that doesnt mean they make all of us so stressed up with their
shit exams and tests. Theyre just trying to be us, like trying to catch up with times? giving us CDs which make absoulute sense at all or giving
us some "hip" water bottle which says "stop drugs, its unhip". theyre friggin
ego is way larger than both me and jans put together. do they have absoulute no brains to the meaning of HOLIDAY or SCHOOL BREAK or even DECEMBER? they make us friggin go back to the fucktarded school of ours just for extra lessons or CCA. Cant we even have rest for once?
EVERYTIME when something comes up with us teens you put it in the
newspaper like "ankle socks are becoming a huge trend , good or bad?" and make a damn big issue out of it. FOR HEAVENS SAKE,
osama bin laden has something better else to do. you know you really enjoy making us work our butts off for the rest of our lives worrying
nothing bout education. cause in singapore, without education you guarentee cant get a job. I mean come on. i know we do need education,
but not to a stressful extent to wear students even commit suicide or slice themseleves up with a bloody penknife and say that its our fault. WELL GET THIS STRAIGHT you shit people. its your friggin fault that most of us end up in depression at such a young age.

WELL, if any of you education shit people are reading this,
FUCK YOU.

HAHA. =)

2005-09-04T05:12:00.000-07:00

screw the school.
do they know whats the fcuking meaning of a HOLIDAY?
pfffffft.

2005-09-03T18:04:00.000-07:00

i am forced to wake up at this hour only to be dragged to cat class.
pfffft.

2005-08-30T05:16:00.000-07:00

TODAY was maths mocks.
good thing its better than paper 1.
speaking bout paper one, i failed by 4 and
a half marks. darn these careless mistakes.
then tmr we are dancing aces and the results
for B div is out and end of year exam is coming.
Australia is something i dont wish to know.
STRESS. =\ thanks for the shoulder jan! =)
i talk to you tmr.

in my head theres only you now
this world falls on me
in this world theres real and make believe
but this seems real to me.

you love me but you dont know who i am
i'm torn between this life i lead and where i stand
you love me but you dont know who i am
so let me go,
LET ME GO

2005-08-29T05:24:00.000-07:00

but its time to face the truth
i will never be with
you :'(

2005-08-28T05:13:00.000-07:00

haha today was a very tiring day. i am currently at my house.
my aunty and uncle from perth came to visit us.
i have just finished stuffing my face with curry roasted chicken chilli nand pepper crab mee and mussels. WHEE! my godfather thinks i'm
on a diet. HAHA. diets are for models. i saw this person having this
teeshirt with a model saying 'i'm only beautiful, WHEN I'M HUNGRY.'
haha. today i was forced to be dragged to miss tsangs cat class. they
were talking bout sex and everything
and the guy catechist was
really spaz. hahaha. nigel i think
. after that we met up with bev and we
all went TM to eat pizza hut and
take prints. stupid people, dont you realize
that seafood supreme is the best?!
not hawaiian. haha. bev was
busy taking pictures while tsang was just blabbering on. then we took prints! SO RETARDED. well i accidentally pressed the 5 prints button.
and out came out five pics. oops. hahaha. and then we took pictures
in the booth. it was so cute! hahaha. then tsang made bev and i
go out with her to flag taxi when i was like oven scorching outside.
the later me and bev went to town. hahah. we went there and i bought
me a wallet! we were busy taking pics. then later we took the wrong train.
AGAIN. i rushed home only to find out that mummy wanted me to go
to white sands and buy her veges. pfft. but then mummy treated me
to swensens ice cream. ((: yay! i think i ate too much food. OH WELL. =)
this is the LONGEST entry cause if i wrote the longest entry of all entries, that means i get 7 dollars. THANKS for the dough, bro. (:

2005-08-26T21:11:00.000-07:00

Bet you never thought that I could break you
Did you think that I would look the other way
Yeah you had it all figured out
But tell me who's the one who's crying now

2005-08-24T06:20:00.000-07:00

today was the aces day competition!
hahaha.
together with the 21 people and me we danced our guts out.
BUT.
we lost.
=(
how we cried.
but we all soon got over it and went macs.
stupid gloria and wenya la! sing song wad song lah.
haha. then we all went to look around and i went home
with wenya. we took taxi cause like THE BUS STOP IS FRIGGIN FAR AWAY. and i couldnt take it so i force wenya take with me taxi. hahaha.
okay thats bout it. i still wanna cry! millenium can go and die. haha. it
rhymes! =)

mix your milk with my cocoapuffs
milky milky cocoa
mix your milk with my cocoapuffs
MILKY MILKY RIGHT? (:

this is entilted to you.

2005-08-13T06:12:00.000-07:00

THIS post is dedicated to a man called mr john lim.
YOURE A PIECE OF SHIT.
why does that feel so good?
=)

=)

2005-08-08T04:02:00.000-07:00

okay. hello all.
hahhaa.
TODAY WAS SPORTS CARNIVAL!
so darn rocks.=)
wah. 2.5 like won so many.
and bakhita for second.
BUT I RECKON WE SHOULD HAVE GOT FIRST.
we were so the most enthu.
haha. =)
then later me jan and mag went to jans house to shower
and then we dabao macs
and go dance for aces.
dance and dance.
wahlao i only just learn the dance steps then like so stressed.
I AGREE WITH YOU MAG.
about stuff. hahaha.
mel tsang youre damn pevertic.
stop hitting my cheebye.
and JAN youre so cute! hahaa.
dont be angry lah mag. =)
i cant dance for peanuts.
doesnt ANYONE in the world realize that?
PFFFT.

i'm back.

2005-08-03T19:06:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. i think i never blog for like ever?
i am here to sweep away the dust. =)
i am at home now. cause i'm sick.
ahhh. gastric flu sucks! hahaha.
wah the wind blow. so cold.
ystd was trng.
could almost died.
not suppose to go to sch ystd.
BIG MISTAKE. =)
do ball work until i almost want to puke.
haha. sorry about what happened mag. =)
this friday is the match. hm. i wonder
what would be the outcome..
i want to go for the pesta to support.
but waking up at 6 in the morning
ON A NICE SATURDAY MORNING
aint fun man, aint fun.
i got no hope already.
NO HOPE.
can i give up now?
=
reincarnate now.

new skin!

2005-07-12T04:20:00.000-07:00

wheee. its a new skin! my birthday is coming in six days! i am gonna be 14. ahhhhh. my last birthday here. my last everything. nvm. shall not think about it. whee! i very high. i sprained my darn ankle again. my ankle sucks! can anyone trade ankles with me? i just realized that i love yogurt. especially meiji. i have so many things to write but so lazy to type.
i have loads of CA articles to do. cheong is more dead than i am. i love my new space. haha. got loads of people to laugh and talk to. =) thanks to my babes. flora, jingyin,sheryl,mel,shaff and me. haha. we are the noisiest people in class. and guess what my future job is? A NUN! i am now a nun in training. watch out world. the most corruptest nun is coming to town.
=)

feel good, inc.

2005-07-09T01:27:00.000-07:00

Feel Good [8x]
City breaking down on a camel's back
They'll just have to go coz they don't know wack
So all ya fill the streets it's appealing to see
And you won't get undercounted cause you're damn ass free
You got a new horizon it's an ephemaral style
In a melancholy town where we never smile
And all I want to hear is the message beep
My dreams they come a kissin' cause I don't get sleep, no

Windmill windmill for the land
Turn forever hand in hand
Take it all there on your stride
It is ticking fallin' down
Love forever love is free
Turn forever you and me
windmill windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

Laughing Gas, these Haz mats
Fast Cat, lining them up like ass cracks
Lay these ponies at the track
It's my chocolate attack
Shoot I'm stepping in hotter this year
Care bear reppin' it harder this year
Watch me as I gravitate hahaha
Gonna ghost town
This Motown
With your sound you're in the blink
Going to bite the dus
tCan't fight with us
With your sound you kill the inc.
So don't stop get it, get it
Until your Cheddar's heavy
And watch the way I navigate ha ha
Windmill windmill for the land
Turn forever hand in hand
Take it all there on your stride
It is ticking fallin' down
Love forever love is free
Turn forever you and me
windmill windmill for the land
Is everybody in?

gorillaz is so cool. :D

heheh.

2005-06-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

cheong!
haha your picture is sooo hilarious. =)
we should be wearing all together orange bra
so that we can all be flat like you!
actually i am already flat like you
so the rest of them can be like us! lol.
you owe me 10 bucks. BOOOOO.
anne!
today at macs was so fun.
haha we were naming people
and gossiping. theres so much
stuff i didnt know until
today.
the extra math lesson is KILLING me man.
i think maths can kill brain cells.
i lost my wallet. sigh. got 80 bucks inside.
i lost it in my house! i still cant find it until now.
i feel sad.
why?
i wont tell. :)
take me to a place i love, take me all away.

whee!

2005-06-24T02:19:00.000-07:00

back after for so long?
haha. i think so.
yesterday jing yin and I went to watch inital D!
wah. the guys like so handsome. haha.
its very the nice!
my msn is irritating me.
booooo!
i very anxious. cause
coach going to kick people outta the team.
so anticipating! haha. well, i am mentally prepared.
i saw somebody copy my name.
sign off as niks and niksmix? :
my birthday is coming SOON!
everybody must get me present.
hahhaa. the other day
my phone almost dropped into the HUGE longkang
near our school. wah i could almost have dieded.
luckily nothing happened. heh.
school starting, i half want it to start and i half dont want.
ahhh. oh well.

I'm in love!!

2005-05-19T07:37:00.000-07:00

jesse mccartney forever.
i'm in love.
you'll think of me huh.
i'll think of you too. =)
JESSE MCCARTNEY!! -screams.
youre so cute. haha.
anyway today yilin and I
went TM. all the movies were NC16.
yilin could watched it while I,
was trying deperately to look 16. =P
okay. and yilin said i could never look sixteen..
without a chest. like whatever la. we ditched the movie
plan and went to eat. and walked around. i wanted to stone.
but she insisted on walking around. we saw some cheena mediacorp ppl
advertising for stuff. while yilin was watching the show, i watching watching
someone else. =) hhaha. wanted to take pic with mua fone but cannot close la.
gay mouth!! haha. cannot stop talking one can. we watched some dance whatever.
like i wanna die. cheong said i cant dance for shit. i can okeh. haha. whatever la.
so late now. tatas! =)
if hearts were unbreakable_

whees.

2005-05-17T20:17:00.000-07:00

today get to pon sch.mwaha. lazy mah. joy song.
i save up $300 bucks for tennis racket for ur birthday
then my senior says youre not in tennis and in sch team?!
you better tell me whats up. =] today gots netball trng
so i may be gng down back to sch to just do netball.
netball is my love! yesterday we sent mich and mitch buhbye
to melbourne. so sad for them la. it will be my turn this year too.
wonder how i feels. =( my bill is damn alot man. $756.67 cents.
i almost dieded! my parents like want to kill me. oh much so already
want to. ystd went to pack stuff for tsunami victims. SO fun! all the way
in kovan. which is like the other side of singapore and i stay in pasir ris?
we get to keep soup and there was this guy who kept on trying the expired
food. then he keep on asking ME to try! gross. i am going to cut my hair this sat!
so long alrd. well tatas. i shall be on my merry way now! :) take care alls.

bleah-

2005-05-06T07:20:00.000-07:00

heyyas..
invading my rahrah twin's blog
had so much fun todae
watched niks n cheong's drama
so funnie n cutee
den wen to de canteen
so lil pepple dere
played wif cream n cake
n deb's shaving cream ((:
so fun man
retards running about
niks,debs n liz gt de most
tried to clean up mani times
but gt all dirty agn
niks spiked her hair wheets-
look lyk bung.ppl stared
washed n cleaned up
sun tanned in de bball court
debs,niks n i were talkin
den everyone came too
played bball,3 teams
we de rah rah twins>>cuckoo team
we won ok!dun underestimate us
hahs..den 2 bballers came
so we decided to leave
niks mistaken amanda lim's tie
hahs..so we 2 kept giggling
met debs at de foyer
cld nt gt a friggin cab
took bus hm
tts all for now
cheerios tudelus`
<3 kimbs

ah.

2005-05-06T01:42:00.000-07:00

woohoo.
TODAY WAS SUPER FUN!
we played with shaving cream and cake.
debs,kim (RAHRAHTWIN!),tessa,beverly,
the cheongs,denise,mag were all there.
we were celebrating denises birthday. haha.
i think i got the worst hit. haha.
i got sprayed lemon and lime SHAVING CREAM
all over my hair and cake and whip cream that
went into my ears. haha. we then went to the basin
and washed our hair. haha. i 'spiked' my hair up.
haha.they tell me i look like bung. like whatever.
haha. i had a fun days anyways. (:

2005-05-04T02:39:00.000-07:00

Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong- But you won't get to see the tears I cry .

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

AH.

2005-04-23T20:18:00.000-07:00

HA.
friday was fun.
janey fong and I went to sakae at the airport.
we had the buffet and you had no idea how much we ate.
this was the scenario:
Me:" oh this looks pretty. lets get 4 okay?"
all of us:"OKAY!"
haha.
wooo.
the bill was $50 bucks.
then going home that time.
JANEY AND I TOOK THE WRONG train.
and I thought janey had better sense of direction.
haha. :)
i'm broke!
yay.
i need to go orchard and collect my present for someone.
so what. haha (:

I'm an ocean
in your bedroom
make you feel
wanna make you wanna
reasume
now we know, it all
for sure
I'm on jail term
dirty breakbeat
make the snow fall right
from underneath your feet
i'm not alone
i'll be there
tell me when you wanna go home;

woo. Mcfly's all about you is still in my head.
i love that song. (:

(:

2005-04-19T03:08:00.000-07:00

I checked my e-mail today.
i finally saw what i kinda wanted to see.
you'll see him someday.:)
everything coincides about glenda and I think.
i cried.small issue but somehow,
i dont understand why she must do this to herself.
it hurts me too.maybe its better if we just pretended it
to be perfect.my parents have something against me and i know it. ><
GO ICE-CREAM! i have decided to change my favourite flavour
to Chocolate chip instead of ripple across the road one.
but my fav. color will always be yellow. :D
YILIN. when are you free?!i still owe you a pooh and movie.
GIRLFRIEND!yes,we are going out after mye.thanks for wanfonglett.
got any friendlys coming up? i go support TKSS(: go youre school! (:
you owe me my billabong belt. ha.
ATTENTION: I'M BROKE.
ATTENTION ALL: MY BIRTHDAY 18 JULY. you love me dont ya? :)

.

2005-04-07T02:11:00.000-07:00

3 doors down- let me go

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Let me go

I dream ahead to what I hope for
And I turn my back on loving you
How can this love be a good thing
When I know what I'm goin through

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
You love me but you dont know who I am
So let me go
Just Let me goo...
Let me go

And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside I know
I knowww..
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows
Who knows

[Chorus]
You love me but you dont know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you dont know Who I am
So let me go
Just let me go

and you me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know who I am
and you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont
you love me but you dont know me;

whee.

2005-03-24T07:20:00.000-08:00

I got this from jolenaTHANKS! (:
I AM: nikki.

I WANT:to eat.

I HAVE: friends who are seriously mentally derranged.

I WISH:to have been granted endless wishes.

I HATE: people who think theyre SO cool, but theyre not.

I MISS: food.

I FEAR: people who are seriously wierd

I HEAR:get tangled up in me.

I WONDER: What's the friggin problem with the human race.(I agree jolena, I AGREE.)

I KNOW: stuff

I REGRET: stuff

I LOVE: lots of stuff

I DANCE: like a reject broken rag doll.

I CRY: when no one smiles.

I AM NOT ALWAYS:who you think i am,

I LOST: $50 ( I DONT KNOW WHERE IT WENT UNTIL NOW!!)

I CONFUSE: myself.

I NEED:food.

I SHOULD:actually do something constructive for once.

Yes or No..................

You keep a diary: a blog yeah.

You like to cook? Yes.especially when i wreck stuff.

You have a secret you have not shared with anyone:you have NO idea.

You believe in love:i'm in love with myself. whats more can i say?

Do u ............

Have any crushes: um.

Think you're a health freak: i eat chocolate waffles and ice-cream almost everyday.

Get along with your parents: nope.
Favourite NUMBER(S): 0.2.27.
DAY: Saturdays

MONTHS:december, JULY!

SPORT:every single one of em.

In the last 24 hours have you ..........

CRIED? i forgot

HELPED SOMEONE? yes. but i forgot.

BOUGHT SOMETHING? FOOD.

GOTTEN SICK? .

GONE TO THE MOVIES? yeah.

GONE OUT FOR DINNER? just went.

WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? YES! my first letter was to shaffer.

TALKED TO AN EX? i dont have anything.

HAD A SERIOUS TALK? i dont know!

HUGGED SOMEONE? i think so.

KISSED SOMEONE? eeeeeeew

FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? yes.

FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? yes.

ROAR.

2005-03-16T19:30:00.000-08:00

roar.
blogspot it irritating me.
i have been trying to put a
tagboard on the tagboard section
But it wont came OUT. :
My muscles are aching.
yesterdays training was abt endurance.
we had 3kg medicine balls and did like 10 mins altogether of
work.
it was SO fun! only thing now is. my arm muscles hurt .
i want to cut my hair at shunji matsuo. damien is the only guy who
can actually kick ass at cutting hair. well actually my hair. haha.
but my mommy says that sat then we cut. my hair so ugly already.I'm hungry!!
not to mention broke as well.